My Grandma very unexpectedly passed away last night. I had just been at her house Tuesday night and we talked about the girlies and other unimportant small talk that I now wish would have been so much more meaningful. I would have asked for her vegetable soup recipe, and remembered the times she would visit us in Albuquerque (oh how we would anticipate those visits), and hold her hands that look alot like mine, and tell her she was the most incredible Grandma, better than any kid could hope for. I would have hugged her goodbye, and given her a kiss too, rather than rushing out to get something 'done'. But we don't get redo's, because if we did I would rewind back to being four, in her lap, and live it all again...except this time, on Tuesday night, I'd hug her goodbye.
1 month ago